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| 10:52pm 01/08/2002 |
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I just realized how fuckin gay people are......Such as natalie and heather you guys aren't my only friends and ur the one that hates me becuz i left u guys hanging and never chilled with you thats the reason you said i was shady......YOUR STUPID AND I CHANGED MY PASSWORD SO YOU DONT HAVE TO MAKE GAY ENTRYS IN MY JOURNAL |
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| 10:52pm 01/08/2002 |
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I just realized how fuckin gay people are......Such as natalie and heather you guys aren't my only friends and ur the one that hates me becuz i left u guys hanging and never chilled with you thats the reason you said i was shady......YOUR STUPID AND I CHANGED MY PASSWORD SO YOU DONT HAVE TO MAKE GAY ENTRYS IN MY JOURNAL |
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| 11:59pm 20/07/2002 |
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im ready to kill my self. I just got into an arguement with heather and natalie. Heather used to be a real good friend when i lived in wareham. and same with natalie! but, I realized how sahdy I am. and so did heather. and now she wants to find me. I know she can beat my ass, so I told her i was gonna get friend involved. but the thing is, since heather and natalie aren't my friends, I dont have any friends. to fight for me. I'm kinda scared. |
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| 08:48pm 20/07/2002 |
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I don't really know what the point of this post is gonna be.......But basically im so confused on life right now.......Last month i was like thinking about my life in more depth and i figured out what i wanted to do and shit......And i had like the greatest friends and i guess i was becoming ajusted to my life and then it abrouptly changed and now im all confused about everything emotional and physically.......Its just wierd shit that happens......
But then you gotta think of the shit like what if i was to day is it really worth spendin my last day worryin about stupid shit......Like i get what my lifes suppose to be like but its just that i can't adjust to it and i don't like the way things after be i would just rather how i would do it.......Its confusing i dunno my out look on life is gettin all fucked up to the point i don't know what the hell i wanna do............
Just one person had disrupted my life and its awful now......And its like i just want last month back to change things around but then i think what has happened was ment to be ya know what i mean.......Everyone and Everything is beggining to change in my life and i guess im afraid of changes......Its different.........But i guess this is growing up!!!!
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| 11:14pm 13/07/2002 |
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mood:  discontent music: Goo Goo Dalls - I Won't Tell them Your Name
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Today i read my couzins journal.....and i thought about when i lived in wareham back in december i made this livejournal and the reason i did that was so i could write down all teh shit i do and then look back on it 10 years later and be like wow.....me and natalie both made that promise over 8months ago......well today i read my whole live journal over......and im already amased by what goes on.......You look at ur life pattern when u do that shit.....You can go from one month being with out friends saying ur never gonna have some ta saying 3 months later all the crazy shit you do........My life has made some major changes in the last 8 months......Its crazy......
I think who ever has a livejournal should use that idea......Its really crazy.......I dunno......My lifes kinda weird.......It makes ya think |
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| 12:01am 13/07/2002 |
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These last 2 months so far have been weird......My life has really changed.....Its in a good way and a bad way.......Its cool.
The month of june was crazy i have done so much crazy shit its so unexplainble......Meet all new people......Had a boyfriend.....and had fun.....The clean non druggy way........That month ends i am boyfriend less.....All my new friends are gone.......And im into shit now....It might be cuz of shit thats gone on.......Its been weird and shits fallin apart and i think its more so of a reality check more than anything......Its like telling me i need to start focusing on what needs to be done......Getting rid of the old and bringing in the new........but one thing i know is that everyone i met in the last two months have been sent to change me and help me.......Im thankfull for the shit that has come my way cuz every friend has changed my life in some way or another
I Know what i need to do to get shit back on track......
Im making cookies so i realy cant stay on this shit but tonight was the illest ntie with amy and jd and charlie and ahhh some other people and last nite was pretty cool with big jiim and joe and so was the night be4 that to with joe and franny and shit......But im out so thanks for everyone being here for me......I DO APPRECIATE IT |
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| 02:12pm 07/07/2002 |
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mood: annoyed music: Rod Stewart - When The One You Love
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Alright for all my friends that say joe is bad for me.....I just want you to know that no one has ever took the time to actually really get to know him he is a great person and he can be a dick alot but u aren't suppose to let that shit get to you.......
And i do want him back but i aint gonna try to get him back cuz its not worth my time.......And for people that like to harrass me for my sisters your fuckin gay u don't phase me in the least bit and by callin my house ur only gettin ur self in trouble.....woo we got some winners there
my brothers leaving tomorrow and i have no clue when hes coming back but hes been home for 2 weeks now and its been fun...........The last 3 weeks have had there ups and downs for me but lifes a living hell either way
Alright im going out tonite so i will try to update this shit lata
RACHELS COMING HOME FROM CANCUN TODAY WHOOOOOaaa |
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| 10:58pm 03/07/2002 |
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MY LIFE PRETTY MUCH SUCKS RITE NOW SO THERE REALLY AIN"T MUCH TO WRITE ABOUT...............
IM IN THE SINGLES CLUB
THE MIDDLEBORO CARNIVAL SUCKED
AND TOMORROW IS THE FOURTH OF JULY WHOOP
AND NOW I DON'T HAVE A LIFE
WELCOME TO THE FUNESS OF DANYELLE FUCKIN JESUS MARY LADETTO |
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| 01:07pm 30/06/2002 |
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Last nite was the best fuckin nite and day.........I went to the carnival rode the rides and shti with my favorite friends and came home and joe and brad came over and we had party for nick.,..........
Well today i am going to ahhh the brockton fair with mo and a couple other people......so i am out i will update this shit later............. |
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| 04:13pm 28/06/2002 |
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Today me and miss amy are going to plymouth to have some fun and then we are going to do nothing............I guess
Then on saturday i am going to have a cookout for my brother and everyone is gonna come and shit...........
Today has been boring as shit..........We haven't done anything really.......we went for a ride with joe and i went to get my shit with nick...........but this shit with vicki is squashed i guess........But whatever i don't care
I see trevor today but we couldn't touch him cuz renee was there and she would of beat our ass so me and amy will get him another time not to worry...........
I got to see teddy and kevin today there a riot........But anyways i am out becuz im mad tired and i wanna take a nap before i go out tonite
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| 01:04am 28/06/2002 |
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Today was a good day in general..........
Me and joe are back together and were gonna see how long this is gonna last.......TREVOR IS GONNA DIE STILL...........He punched me and now its on.....Some many people are gonna fuck his shit up....WOO HOO brownie points for me not really but thats ok |
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| I feel your pain, nigga i was just like you..... |
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| 11:28am 25/06/2002 |
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This week has been some what fun.........It started off like hell and we know why
joe broke up with me but i don't care becuz hes a piece of trash that loves his red neck couzin........Secrets out
Anyways me lea rachel and jill went to wareham yesturday to the beach and went and got a tan then we went to jill's house and went swimming in her pool.......Then me and rachel went out and had some fun.......Then me and lea and rachel went to mcdonalds and we were fuckin with dre cuz he was in front of us ordering food and we would order more after he took a break or whatever.........But ya anyways its been fun for me since i broke up with joe.......Amy you were right the fun has just begun but i need to get a job so its soon gonna end.........but i am out for now cuz my brother is home for 2 weeks and i am gonna spend some quality time with my big bro............
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| 01:33pm 23/06/2002 |
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This week has been a shitty ass week
Joe and i are no longer together but thats alright cuz theres more scumbags out there like him.... I have had 25 people tell me i could do better than that and its true i don't need a fat ass that cheats on me with another fat ass SO NIGGA FUCK YOU
Things are so boring in this town.... Theres no more excitment no more.........There use to be mad things to do but now we are runnin out of options.........Its alright everyday does get brighter and things start to look up
For joe~ the only thing your gonna look forward to is having your smashed windshield fixed u fat fuck........Keep yellin shit out your FATHERS camaro and i swear that shit will be fucked up and it won't be by me.......Your already gettin ur ass kicked so keep it up!!!!! |
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| 06:21pm 18/06/2002 |
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i can't believe what excitment comes my way.....Oh man its been quite a month so far |
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| 08:35am 15/06/2002 |
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Alright since i have met vicki joe trevor and lea and rachel i have had the best times you people don't even understand.......Woooooo
Orchad of hawaii.....Mailbox.....Yard shopping........rides....44.......Rocks.....sucide door.......Oh man to much
I love all my friends very much...........
This summer i need to go to adventure isle with natalie cuz me and her have the fucking illest times but i am so tired and i need sleep b4 10 becuz joes coming to get me and i need to shower and all that good shit and ya so i will be finishing this shit the next time i get a chance
Oh wait.......MY BROTHER CAME HOME LAST NITE BUT HES LEAVING TOdaY AT 12 SO I NEED tO SPEND TIME WITH HIM CUZ I DON:T KNOW WHEN HES COMIN BACK |
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| 12:19pm 07/06/2002 |
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Alright so yesturday me and vicki went out on this bike called "midniter rider" It was funny shit......Well i put on a jason mask and went on the back pegs scaring ppl and it was pouring rainin out and we stopped at jose's and said hi to anthony and them then we got back on the bike and then we went for a ride and shit......That may i add was funny shit........
Trevor: oh so ur thinkin of me
Me: hahaha no not quite...
Vicki: Im thinking of you
Hahahaha that was funny shit.....Then mr.mailman's flag went up......
Well anyways it was fun.....I couldn't stop laughin.......But the bad news was that midnite ryder was stolen and it was upsettin becuz thats me and vick's new friend.........bastards
Any wooo TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR ME THEN ITS SUMMER VACATION!!!!!!
Natalie comes home tomorrow woooooo the fun has just begun.......Oh man its gonna be fuckin great as fuck.......I LOVE MY FRIENDS........ALL OF THEM........
Well i am out cuz i got tutorin in like an hour but i am gonna rest becuz i didn't get much sleep so peace out home dawgs NOT........ |
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| 02:05pm 04/06/2002 |
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This last couple of weeks have been good.....I have had alot of fun but this is just the beginning of it cuz natalie's comin back in like 4 days or something so we're gonna have the most fun then any other summer.......Wooo i cant wait.......
I think i am going out today i went out yesturday to vicks and went for a walk with phil and jacob and then me and phil were fighting and then i went home and i was suppose to chill with joe but i didn't cuz hes bein a dick......But i don't care that much cuz i ain't gonna even gettin involved with shit heads.......YAY
well i guess i am going out with lori or vicki but hmmm i don't know if i am but i am out cuz i have nothing to write about this day sucks |
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| 11:58am 29/05/2002 |
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Omg people ever since i met vicki and lea i have literally had like the best times....Natalie have more fun with u.......
But since friday the party has no stopped......I have had so much fun.......I slept over vicks like 50636 days in a row..."But we had the illest times....I can't wait till this weekend it should be even better!!!!
I really need to get a fuckin job though so i can have loot 24/7 i actually can't wait till i get my license so i can go on crusies and shit ooooo what the fuck i wish you could drive at like 15
Oh man i can't wait till halloween for the simple fact that i am gonna sleep at vicks and lori is to and were gonna dress up as pennywise the clown from IT and were gonna scare the fuck out of the kids on her street........OH MAN I CAN"T WAIT
Well i am off becuz i have tutoring in like an hour and halff and then i am gonna go sleep at vicks again..........But ttyl |
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| 04:08pm 26/05/2002 |
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Hahaha this weekend has been the illest weekend of my entire live literally........I had the best times........Somethings cant be said on here but what i can say is i slept over vicki's for the last 3 nites and the first nite (friday) was fun we had jay,dennis,me,vicki,lea,justin,ricky,and amy with us and were in the graveyard playin man hunt...........It was so fuckin scary i thought i was gonna shit myself........Then ricky and jay went to smoke and we creeped up on them and dennis was raddling the fence while we were sitting under this huge dump truck thing and then they started walkin towards us so we jumped out on them and scared the shit out of them.,.......It was so funny........omg then we were up till like 4 watching the good fellas and playin hide and seek in the grave yard........It was so fun
Then saturday it was me and lea and viki and dennis and justin and mikey walkin around and we were outside and i took a walk with jacob and then joe and trevor stopped by and talked to us and then renee came and we were chillin with her and that was fun it was so great i really had like the best time..... We were walkin to renee's house for something and there was someone in the woods like creepin on us so me vick and renee ran to renee's and then the 3 boys were missing and we didn't know where the fuck they went and then we seen this new body was just buried there and we got a ride back to renees and waited for them to come back and when they did we went on a b ride and it was so funny but scary and then me and dennis had to walk home in the dark near where someone was chasin us and the cops stopped us and talked to us and told us to get home soon cuz it was passed curfew.....well thats basically it for now.......THeres still one more nite!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11 |
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| 11:04am 22/05/2002 |
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Thats what we be sayin yesturday........
Yesturday was seriously the best fuckin day i have had since i have moved home to middleboro.......I mean everyother day is fun to but yesturday was just ill...........
And i just have to say Town Pool ROLL OUT...........hahaha vicki and lori and me...........Hahahaha
Well anyways yesturday i went to lori's eariler in the mornin yesturday and then we went and got vick n then we went and tried to see anna but she wasn't there and then we went to sara's to see what the fuck the deal was........And then we went back to lori's got our shit and bounced to the baseball field........We waited there and then went to the house of pizza and then there was a fight......It was pretty funny........Well then we went back to baseball field and then we went back to vicks and then i went home and seen lori and nick and told them whats up and then i went home so shit was great yesturday.....................
VICKI AND LORI AND ME................1 DOWN 2 TO GO
Today shouldn't be that bad i have fuckin gay tutoring and then i mite be going to vicks and see the baby and shit so whatever...........I will up date this shit later |
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